where is my spirit....?

I'm so tired.

On my age, I should already settle down and already get all the basic stuff.
But now? I dissapointed again.... I felt like i don't have my any energy left...
I just want to sleep, and never wake up again....

But this is not me.... I'm a fighter, I'm a motivator, I'm a challenger....
I just need to have my body and soul rest for some times.... and put all my burden to ALLAH, like I always do whenever big problem come in my life...

Please wait for me to be better....and to pick up the pieces of my spirit...
Please wait for me....