Kamis, 25 Desember 2008

What if...

Kemarin aku baca buku yang isinya tentang kehilangan suami. Dan hal ini menyebabkan aku mulai berkhayal yang isinya lumayan menguras air mata...

What if, suddenly i lost my husband. Not because he is cheating on me, not because he doesn't love me anymore, but because our love has to be departed, by death...

My love story with him is just a simple one, nothing special to write about, only special on our hearts.
After break up with several boy friends, i suppose, every girl will have a doubt on herself, whether the problem is on her or the others. And in that moment, my husband is come into my life.

One friend has told me once, that we will find some one that will make us comfortable and he will love us just the way we are... and that is what i found from my husband and i hope that he found also in me.

How do you know if he is the right one for you? ...well...I just felt at home everytime I'm with him. I just love him as he is... This kind of feeling is not easy to find.... maybe we will find it only in one person....is it?

Of course we have our differences, but it's not worth to discuss.

And yes, I also have a big problem sometimes, the one that make me to start thinking on a divorce. But after everything that we've been through (7 years marriage), I know that I only need him to be there, beside me, and I will be able to pass all the problems that will come in front of me.

But What if the fate told us, that you will have to be separated...
If nothing in our power can stop it...

What will you do?

Honestly, I don't know.....
All that I know, I should cherish every moment I spend with him...and hopefully we can grow old together...

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